love

by Muneeza
(Pakistan)

i am girl and in childhood to teenage every one told me that i am not beautiful as compered to my sisters i have 4 sisters 2 elder and 2 younger in my school there is a co education system my all friends are connected with a boyfriend i feel always that i am very ugly no boy can purpose me 4 friendship then school is over.
now college.. life starts in college.. there is no co-education system but my all new friends have also boyfriends now i feel very bad in fact many boys purposes my elder sister every day at nite i see sky n crying a lot oh god why i am so ugly why????
in these days i bought mobile phone now i forget 1 think that i have 1 brother he didn't have cell phone he take my cell phone n send messages to his friends. in his friends 1 guy i like very much he is a copy of Salman Khan (bollywood actor) i have his number many time i thought i message him but fear of my brother i cant do that.
1 day of my coaching a boy followed me n my friend. watching every time in class n pass smile he is very handsome. me n my coaching friends thinks that he likes me im very surpise n soooooooo happy but 1 day he sent a piece of paper n purposes my friend at that day i don't take lunch n dinner at night in my window i was so much cry... no one loves me no one likes me......i say to god if i m beautiful the friend of brother(which i mentioned on top)purposes me likes me n love me.
now days are passes away n 1 day im typing message to my friend n that msg goes to my brother friend's number he msg him so he save his his number i dnt know that the message i m sendng to my frnd by my mistake send to his friend. now he reply me and i introduce that this is my number my brother only use it.. n he friendship me he dont know me n dont saw me that's why i think he friendship with me now he is n i am her lover...
he live me a lottttt i cant explain in words but my parents are not agree to our marriage. hr dont like his family background i dont know why? he is very nice guy n love my parents very much when my brother knows it he slap me my mother n sister slaps me no one talk with me now all family are dis agree with our relation what can i do ?? no one is there to help me in fact mom take away my mobile i am cut down with him also but he promises to me that he waits me to marry with me i m very much worried my father is heart patient n he also injured from strock attack he is teacher and works very much he said when i will die u will marry with that boy.....
thats my story u guys plzzzzzzzzzzzz pray 4 me plzzzzzzzzzzz